March 26, 2009

Today I have a job

Times are hard everywhere. For months, I have lived in fear as friends, neighbors, and relatives have become unemployed. It's getting harder and harder to ignore the situation. We are beginning to do everything that we can to prepare for the time that we will be tapped on the shoulder.

Never in my life have I wished more that I was out of debt and I am working hard toward that end. Time and again, we are discussing things that we would like to purchase, but haven't because we need to control what assets we have in the best possible way to prepare for our uncertain future.

We have been taught most of my life that we should have two years supply to help us through difficult times. This was never such an important principle to me as when I was talking with a loved one who was hungry and had no way to purchase groceries. I don't want to be in the same situation but am beginning to see how quickly that can come about.

I talked to a couple of co-workers today who will soon be leaving my company earlier than they had wanted. I feel guilty today that I have a job and they do not. This is not the first time, and I know that it could be me next time.

John Donne once said, "No man is an island. entire of itself; every man is a piece of the continent, a part of the main; if a clod be washed away by the sea, Europe is the less, as well as if a promontory were, as well as if a manor of thy friend's or of thine own were; any man's death diminishes me, because I am involved in mankind, and therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; it tolls for thee. "

March 07, 2009

The Winds of Change

I am not a person that deals well with change. Moving from one house to another is unsettling for me. Changing home teachers or bosses at work is always uncomfortable to me. I like things that are routine. When the environment or the expectations change, I go through a period of uneasiness and adjustment.

I am facing changes in my life right now. Because of the economy, there have been resource actions at work. Many of the people that I have learned to feel comfortable with are no longer with the company. They are being replaced by people who are new at the job and have an unfamiliar way of approaching their work. There has been an announcement that the boundaries of our ward at church will be changing. That too means unfamiliar terrain.

Tomorrow may well be the last day that I get to attend the ward that I have learned to love.

It makes me think of a time many years ago when Betty and I had just moved to Longmont. I wanted to be in a ward where we could have a bishop that we loved and trusted. We attended three sacraments in one day so that I could decide which I could work with. We found the perfect ward and the perfect bishop. Bishop Detro was a kind, compassionate man. We found a home within the boundaries of his ward. We were just settling in when Bishop Detro was released and Bishop Kamigaki was called as bishop. I was not happy. Time was a good teacher. Bishop Kamigaki became a trusted Bishop and a loyal friend.

The ward we live in today has been led by two wonderful bishops in the time we have lived here. Each man is different, but both were inspiring leaders. As executive secretary for the ward, I worked closely with both and came to love and respect them both.

I don't know what the future holds, but I know that wherever we attend church and whoever is the bishop, it will be the right man and the right place for us. We'll find out next Sunday. I know too, that whatever the job environment, if I do my best, I can sleep at night because my conscience will be clear. I am anxious, but I know that if I am supportive and do my part, it will be a good change.

March 05, 2009

Chuck Norris Meltdown

My wife and I were having a quiet evening at home last evening when the unspeakable happened! We lost our TV signal right in the middle of Walker, Texas Ranger.

We had probably seen the same episode a dozen times before, so we had the plot well memorized.

Betty spent half the morning today getting our television going again.

Perhaps we need to adjust our priorities and find ways of entertaining ourselves that don't include the television set.